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:: Saturday, February 17, 2007 ::
oh its been a long time since my last post...or is that what you say at confession?
i'm still exhausted. a continual grab for sleep and a break in this hectic paced schedule. my crazy work projects are still on the go and another work weekend for me. in this past while, baby has learned to walk, use the spoon on her own, and said "car" when I pointed it out. we've also had two funerals for young people, zane at 25 and a newborn baby at just a few hours. how sad to see people in deep grieving but a wakeup to the rest of us to cherish those little moments. another friend found a tumor and needs a hysterectomy and possibly more treatment if it doesn't go well. its really been a loooong month or so getting back to work. i'm not feeling too stressed at the moment but i wasn't doing so well at about the 2nd week in. guess it all was getting to be a bit too much. now I've stepped back a bit and can sleep a bit more and see that there's a bigger picture where my problems don't seem so large.
the laptop from work has really been a godsend...or a torture device. i can work at home late after baby has gone to bed. my day ends early from work and then picks up again until midnight. they might even send me out of town for a project for a day and I might able to get some rest. or possibly even less. who knows. i'm just going with the flow right now.
i've got more names of people under my belt and i'm really pretty much back in the routine of things at work. i've been doing quite a bit of photography for this last project and I'm really enjoying it. its kinda fun to have to scope out the office for people who could do a little modelling for my project. nice break from sitting at my desk all day.
i made us go out to toysrus on the past weekend and get another carseat. if he doesn't start doing some of the driving and baby duties, i could possibly go insane. with me having stomach flu, baby throwing up all over the place and having to lug my heavy laptop bag...just too much. plus make dinner, lunch and snacks for baby all the time....phew!
ok off to bed now.
:: lilz 12:24 AM ::
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